THE DIVINE HISTORY OF JESUS

The Quest for You-God

IX

 

Yes, the thought on the existence of someone of His Kind, born a God, somewhere out there in the infinite spaces, this thought found its way to the Great Spirit´s Mind during the period of formation of his Creator Intelligence. While He was working the dominion of the Science of Creation the thought was just one sporadic idea crossing His eyes. But as time passed the thought became all powerful.

Was He the Only True God born in Eternity and to be found throughout Infinity?

How could He know for certain that He was the only One? It might be another one out there and He could be falling into the Hell He already went through.

He had never thought about meeting His Equal; He always thought of Himself as the Unique Member of his Family. Infinity and Eternity were Father and Mother for Him. And if He felt calling somebody Wife it was to Wisdom, the Increated Force moving everything for His sake. But now nothing could get out of His mind the fact that somewhere beyond the borders of the Cosmos might be a Brother waiting for Him to come and say hello.

And indeed there was only one way to find it out. Yes, that He was true God it had been already been proved. But was He the only One?

Brothers, you know what Infinity means. Is it enough one eternity to reach infinity´s borders? I mean, we may ask ourselves the same question. Yes, how can we be so sure about our God being the Only One and True Increated God? If we give it a thought we got to accept the fact that the idea is not in vain. Infinity, Eternity, God! There is a lot to think about it, isn´t?

Obviously we are not God and our question means not much for us. But for God this simple question means a lot. We die, but He does not. You see, when we are kids we don´t care about time. The day we reach consciousness everything changes. Just the same thing came to happen to God.

Sorry if you think that am kidding. Believe me when I say that am just another fool and to play the big game of washing brain is not up to my simple mind. I better borrow some words from someone you do know very well. These are his words:

 

All the nations gather together

and the peoples assemble.

Which of them foretold this

and proclaimed to us the former things?

Let them bring in their witnesses to prove they were right,

so that others may hear and say, "It is true."

 

"You are my witnesses," declares the LORD,

"and my servant whom I have chosen,

so that you may know and believe me

and understand that I am he.

Before me no god was formed,

nor will there be one after me.

 

It is about the Formation of the Intelligence of God that Isaiah wrote these words above. God cannot be created, and He is not the One at the end of a certain kind of evolution from the matter to the Spirit. No way! When Isahiah said these words he was talking about the Intelligence of God.

Because, as I said somewhere before, Power without Inteligence cannot revolutionize Reality. With Power you may move a certain object from one place to another; but without Intelligence, which is to say, the knowledge of the inner structure and the laws ruling that structure, Power cannot change the object´s reality. But if you have Power, which is to say the ability to generate the Force to begin the job, and you have also the Knowledge to revolutionize the reality of the object, it is up to you to do it or not, isn´t?

God had in Himself the Force but He lacked the Knowledge to revolutionize the entire Cosmic Reality. Wisdom was the physical cause of the motion in time and space from the beginning of the Increation Reality. And God was Her metaphysical cause. The goal of the Formation of God was to make God one single thing with Wisdom thus becoming the physical Cause of the New Cosmos coming. Creation was on the way. Hey man, Haleluyah!

 

X

 

Let me tell you the truth, brothers, God didn’t think twice what He had to do. Yes, there is a time to think and there is another time to stop thinking and move. He left everything behind and broke into Infinity looking for the answer to His question: Was He the Only One True God? Was He the only member of His Family?

There was no way to find the answer but leaving behind everything and breaking into Infinity. So He did.

Now, sisters, how can we understand what He lived from that day on to the day He found the answer He was looking for? And what mathematics we will use to calculate the time that this is adventure lasted? And where are those fingers born to recreate visions of twelve hundred thousand universes dancing into the heart of a single magic pearl? How would we say God lived this and that? Can we say to the dawn: kiss me? And to the morning star: Give me a hug? How many sweet emotions will experience the soul of the one who may enjoy the love of the Moon and on his wings he sails through liquid crystal dreams in search of the coasts of the perfect happiness? Are we able to enter inside the mind of a Being who moves at the speed of his thought and whose heart is strong like a myriad of suns?

I´ll put it this way: Without fear, indestructible by nature, the knowledge of Himself forged in the fires of a war whose drums still kept hurting His soul, the Warrior woke up, and with a shining hope said goodbye to everything He knew.

.Knowing that nothing can stop God when something takes His head and Heart, Wisdom left Him go, and whispered in His ear these words: "You-God, the one you are looking for, my Lord, is inside yourself". But the Warrior in God needed to discover the answer all by Himself.

And there He went out and away. He made His way to the border of His Universe, and smiling, with the wind of Eternity kissing His hair, His legs strong like columns holding the highest ceiling, His eyes shining of emotion, the True God, the Indestructible warrior, the child of Eternity and Infinity opened His arms and began the conquest of the Infinity`s virgin horizons.

 

XI

 

How long did it last this new adventure? I don’t know. I mean, can Eternity be a number? Well, why not? Anyway, honest to heavens and earth, I can’t dare to imagine the humblest of the adventures the Great Spirit of God went through. And if I dared to say other way I would be fooling myself. Instead of wasting your time and mine I will jump straight to the end and I will say that were many the adventures God gone through. And don’t ask me how it was possible that one day His quest came to an end. It just happened.

After eternities God found Himself at the top of a Mountain from whose summit He saw finally the truth that He had been looking for. Yes, He was the One and True God! Eternity and Infinity had milked only one God, and that God was Him. End of the story. There was no more to say about it.

In this truth laid a joy and a grief. He had found the answer, there was not another of His kind whom He could call my brother, "You-God", my Family. Before the Quest He could not understand the words that Wisdom said: "The One you are looking for is in yourself". Now He could. He made His mind and took a final decision: Creation of life at His Image and Likeness.

This is indeed the Origin of the gods who dwells in Heaven. This is the origin of Heaven.